I'm shocked! What the hell's happening to the god damn world? Fuck
I don't actually get these blokes. I mean, why on earth do they pick a random day, on a very typical random mumbai morning to fucking kill people?? Is it like a hobby or something? Or even just a way to say~hey people of the world, we're the Lashkar-e-Toiba and we came to kill you!wuhuu!!~fuck you.
Why kill people? Oppression? Depression? They feeling that you want to be important in life? If you ever pick up the The New Strait Times today, you'd see that one of the reason is that these fucking blokes wants to make a 9-11 mumbai style. 9-11 mumbai style??WTF? Hello..if you guys haven't heard, 9-11 HURT many people! Fucking self-centered blokes!
I'm mad. Trully am. I mean, I guess this is about religion and belief's. I'm hurt and mad in thinking and knowing that islamic militants(*sigh*) had done this. Muslim's cause hurt to others. I guess this is kind of a retaliation due to the oppression of Islam in certain parts of India. But, aren't there other ways? Ways that will result in less killing, less suffering? I mean, there must be another way. There must be...
Another thing..how could you kill civilians? Innocent civilians? Fuck you militants
*sigh*
Fuck you!
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Monday, November 24, 2008
aaa..wut?
*arghhh!!*
im sleepy
chem tak baca, phys??my gosh!!
jiwa kacau?guess so..
*sigh*
wish it was stronger
"it"
Friday, November 21, 2008
no seriously?
WARNING!THIS IS GONNA BE A REALLY CHEESY POST!
Ain't it something when you find someone so special in your life, to the point that you can't even bare to be apart for even a second. I mean, it makes you feel sick to the stomach knowing that you have to part ways after just getting to know 'em for a couple of months.
I kinda sound 50(ya Ayu you win), but I'd rather put aside a job offer(if I get one) worth 5-figures to be with someone that means a lot to me. A LOT.
Though, that someone ain't easy to find. Having failed on my previous relationship(satu je kot), I seriously thought that I'd need time to find a replacement. Honestly, I thought maybe-just maybe, I'd find someone after my 2nd year in undergraduates. I mean, I did break-up oh so recently, and I didn't intend to find someone so quickly, but I did. The irony of this is that, she's also like me(the waiting until 2nd year part).
Being an average muslim, I do believe in takdir. I mean, if someone was meant for you. Sooner or later they will find you. Coincidence is bliss. Well, imagine that you were in the same room(prep room for debates) with each other and never saw his/her face or you'd hear his/her name oh so much but never see/get to know each other. All of a sudden, you met him/her and a strike of chemistry made it all so good--hollywood style.
I am a person that believes in good communication. I mean, imagine a world where people don't understand each other. They would be like--blahhh..blurrb..blarghhr--to each other and no one would understand. I aslo believe that a good relationship is based on a great talks with each other. We can't keep things bottled up inside and one day release it all in one blast. That day maybe called "the day you goy divorced".
I had a friend that says that, if you really like someone, you'd be shy to talk to them and not be yourself. To me--bullshit! I mean, when ARE you going to be yourself? After you get married? and then you'll show that you like to scratch your ass infront of the TV. Drink out from milk carton. Leave your underwear on the floor. I mean, in a relationship, for me, you have to admit these things early on. I mean, it wouldn't be a total shock to you in the latter stages in your relationship. In other words be yourself!
Now, I have to admit that I found someone. Someone so special, that I could really not stand a minute a part. We have the chemistry, we have the talks, we have the openness in ourselves, we have a common love. We'd only been close friends for less than 4 months and I do think I don't know much about her. Yet, at the same time, I think I know her for years. It's like we've been friends forever!
One week has past since...
15.11.08 2.53pm i said I LOVE you to Nur Nazehah Abd Rahaman.
She said, I LOVE YOU TOO.
Ain't it something when you find someone so special in your life, to the point that you can't even bare to be apart for even a second. I mean, it makes you feel sick to the stomach knowing that you have to part ways after just getting to know 'em for a couple of months.
I kinda sound 50(ya Ayu you win), but I'd rather put aside a job offer(if I get one) worth 5-figures to be with someone that means a lot to me. A LOT.
Though, that someone ain't easy to find. Having failed on my previous relationship(satu je kot), I seriously thought that I'd need time to find a replacement. Honestly, I thought maybe-just maybe, I'd find someone after my 2nd year in undergraduates. I mean, I did break-up oh so recently, and I didn't intend to find someone so quickly, but I did. The irony of this is that, she's also like me(the waiting until 2nd year part).
Being an average muslim, I do believe in takdir. I mean, if someone was meant for you. Sooner or later they will find you. Coincidence is bliss. Well, imagine that you were in the same room(prep room for debates) with each other and never saw his/her face or you'd hear his/her name oh so much but never see/get to know each other. All of a sudden, you met him/her and a strike of chemistry made it all so good--hollywood style.
I am a person that believes in good communication. I mean, imagine a world where people don't understand each other. They would be like--blahhh..blurrb..blarghhr--to each other and no one would understand. I aslo believe that a good relationship is based on a great talks with each other. We can't keep things bottled up inside and one day release it all in one blast. That day maybe called "the day you goy divorced".
I had a friend that says that, if you really like someone, you'd be shy to talk to them and not be yourself. To me--bullshit! I mean, when ARE you going to be yourself? After you get married? and then you'll show that you like to scratch your ass infront of the TV. Drink out from milk carton. Leave your underwear on the floor. I mean, in a relationship, for me, you have to admit these things early on. I mean, it wouldn't be a total shock to you in the latter stages in your relationship. In other words be yourself!
Now, I have to admit that I found someone. Someone so special, that I could really not stand a minute a part. We have the chemistry, we have the talks, we have the openness in ourselves, we have a common love. We'd only been close friends for less than 4 months and I do think I don't know much about her. Yet, at the same time, I think I know her for years. It's like we've been friends forever!
One week has past since...
15.11.08 2.53pm i said I LOVE you to Nur Nazehah Abd Rahaman.
She said, I LOVE YOU TOO.
malas
Once in a while, I feel like studying. Another time in a while(haha), I'd prefer to do nothing. It's not that my head is saturated or something. It's just because I'm a lazy fat ass. I did admit it before, and I'm gonna admit it again.
Been counting down the days, and at this particular time. I have less than 3 days to finish my Emath and Chemistry. Skang ni, I don't have the mood to do anything. *sigh*
I mean, it ain't only me. Guess everybody(not including 'Arif) is gunning at one point to just screw the finals and go back home at which WE can enjoy the constant nagging of our parents and the shitload of nothingness that we have. Ain't that right?
I thought that to have a library(IRC) in campus is a good thing, I mean, maybe-just maybe, we could enjoy some peace here in Malaysia. It's not like there's bombs or shootings here, but I guess Malaysia is quite a noisy country. Imagine at 3am you could hear rempit's screaming here and there, football cheers in kedai mamak and the most annoying one, the snoring of my abg long(haha..no offence kak long!). Back to the point, what's the use of a library if there is no peace and quite, I mean, people talking out loud, laughing quietly as if people can't hear them and gossiping. Yup, there is some gossiping going around the library. Cool eh.
*sigh*
malas signing off.
Been counting down the days, and at this particular time. I have less than 3 days to finish my Emath and Chemistry. Skang ni, I don't have the mood to do anything. *sigh*
I mean, it ain't only me. Guess everybody(not including 'Arif) is gunning at one point to just screw the finals and go back home at which WE can enjoy the constant nagging of our parents and the shitload of nothingness that we have. Ain't that right?
I thought that to have a library(IRC) in campus is a good thing, I mean, maybe-just maybe, we could enjoy some peace here in Malaysia. It's not like there's bombs or shootings here, but I guess Malaysia is quite a noisy country. Imagine at 3am you could hear rempit's screaming here and there, football cheers in kedai mamak and the most annoying one, the snoring of my abg long(haha..no offence kak long!). Back to the point, what's the use of a library if there is no peace and quite, I mean, people talking out loud, laughing quietly as if people can't hear them and gossiping. Yup, there is some gossiping going around the library. Cool eh.
*sigh*
malas signing off.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
sakit perut
it's 8.29 am when i started writing this post.
aku sakit perut
aku tension blaja
ajin tetiba datang raba2 aku
pastu amik handphone nabil amik gambar sendiri
perasan gila
tapikan
aku rasa dia gay
sebab die raba aku
asal die tak blaja?
mm..die pandai kot..agak ah
aku tension
bila final nak habis?
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
ahh..
the net sucks!sorry for no update guys, gimme until 2nd december?haha..dats da time when i could broadband the whole net stuff!!
p/s: remind me to create a flickr
Sunday, November 2, 2008
waiting
Life is so screwed up-for some people.
If this will continue onwards, than I would rather leave the world first before worser things proceed. I mean, earth, dun make me wait that long before you seek comfort. How about we forget the things we did in the past and proceed on to the future. Let's forget about America nuking Japan and think about America working with Japan.
I know I sound like an idealist but this is who I am. Yes you can learn from the past, take it as predence. However, you can't let your past to control your life. Move on, because maybe-just maybe-something better is out there for you. Waiting.
I mean, after thinking about it for some time. I noticed that life is so simple. Yet people like to make it complicated.
Genocide, chemical war, conflicts, killing, war, death, backstabbing, hurtful words and love. Why on earth does this happen? I mean, isn't it more simpler to accept. Let's embrace the world, embrace the races, embrace us.If this will continue onwards, than I would rather leave the world first before worser things proceed. I mean, earth, dun make me wait that long before you seek comfort. How about we forget the things we did in the past and proceed on to the future. Let's forget about America nuking Japan and think about America working with Japan.
I know I sound like an idealist but this is who I am. Yes you can learn from the past, take it as predence. However, you can't let your past to control your life. Move on, because maybe-just maybe-something better is out there for you. Waiting.
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