no seriously?

WARNING!THIS IS GONNA BE A REALLY CHEESY POST!

Ain't it something when you find someone so special in your life, to the point that you can't even bare to be apart for even a second. I mean, it makes you feel sick to the stomach knowing that you have to part ways after just getting to know 'em for a couple of months.

I kinda sound 50(ya Ayu you win), but I'd rather put aside a job offer(if I get one) worth 5-figures to be with someone that means a lot to me. A LOT.

Though, that someone ain't easy to find. Having failed on my previous relationship(satu je kot), I seriously thought that I'd need time to find a replacement. Honestly, I thought maybe-just maybe, I'd find someone after my 2nd year in undergraduates. I mean, I did break-up oh so recently, and I didn't intend to find someone so quickly, but I did. The irony of this is that, she's also like me(the waiting until 2nd year part).

Being an average muslim, I do believe in takdir. I mean, if someone was meant for you. Sooner or later they will find you. Coincidence is bliss. Well, imagine that you were in the same room(prep room for debates) with each other and never saw his/her face or you'd hear his/her name oh so much but never see/get to know each other. All of a sudden, you met him/her and a strike of chemistry made it all so good--hollywood style.

I am a person that believes in good communication. I mean, imagine a world where people don't understand each other. They would be like--blahhh..blurrb..blarghhr--to each other and no one would understand. I aslo believe that a good relationship is based on a great talks with each other. We can't keep things bottled up inside and one day release it all in one blast. That day maybe called "the day you goy divorced".

I had a friend that says that, if you really like someone, you'd be shy to talk to them and not be yourself. To me--bullshit! I mean, when ARE you going to be yourself? After you get married? and then you'll show that you like to scratch your ass infront of the TV. Drink out from milk carton. Leave your underwear on the floor. I mean, in a relationship, for me, you have to admit these things early on. I mean, it wouldn't be a total shock to you in the latter stages in your relationship. In other words be yourself!

Now, I have to admit that I found someone. Someone so special, that I could really not stand a minute a part. We have the chemistry, we have the talks, we have the openness in ourselves, we have a common love. We'd only been close friends for less than 4 months and I do think I don't know much about her. Yet, at the same time, I think I know her for years. It's like we've been friends forever!

One week has past since...

15.11.08 2.53pm i said I LOVE you to Nur Nazehah Abd Rahaman.
She said, I LOVE YOU TOO.