alone

being alone means differently to other people.

sometimes people like to be alone as they could have a time on their own doing their own things with their own pace. Just relaxing and doing their own shit.

sometimes people don't like to be alone since being alone to them means that you suck and you don't have any friends. They like to be around someone that can give them attention, that can talk to them, make jokes, laugh the whole way round.

sometimes people are not alone but feel alone. There would be hundreds and hundreds of people around them, acknowledging their existence, embracing their needs and desires yet the still feel alone. There is this emptiness that creeps in their minds and hearts, it makes them feel that no one in this world understands you. No one can ever have a decent conversation with you, that you can actually express yourself the way you want it. Even the closest person to you that was once the go-to-guy when you had problems now feel so distant and so far away and the only thing that you wanna do is SCREAM! or yet even better, take a gun-shove it down your mouth, pull the trigger back and release........much easier

where are you in?

i know where i am