I'm just me

i think that I am inefficient. I'm not good enough for anything.

I look at other people and see that they have specialties. Some are smart, some are athletic, some have those natural leader tendencies. And I feel that these people have an upper-edge compared to me. I'm lazy, ignorant, slobbish, easily said I am nothing.

I guess lots of people tend to feel this way, including me, I want to be good, great. But I can't feel that. I can't feel that one day I'll be great. I feel that I'll only be an ordinary bloke living next to you.

*sigh*

All expectations blown away. I'm not good nor great. I'm just me.