It's been a confusing question I've been asking myself these past couple of months.
I asked many opinions from a diverse walk of people, and they all have different answers to it. It kills me inside to not know what to do. I like to be in control of my life, to have a plan, and to stick to said plan. Now, there's no plan. It's me going commando, and I think the commies are killing the living daylights out of me.
I've known you very closely for 3 years, give or take. I know for a fact that you have this steel lock surrounding that soft and gooey heart of yours, and it will take a monumental effort to break that lock. I know for a fact you want the man to chase after you, and like in the movies, be that knight and shining armour. To hold and to love.
So I guess I'm trying to do that. But I guess, you don't like that anymore?
I am not the type of guy to ignore someone I care so much. Being the so-called "cool guy" and pretending that I don't care is seriously not my thing. I do believe love should not be a game. You don't play love. Love is sacred. Love is full. Love is looking like psycho-maniac stalker and hoping the girl won't call the cops. (ok, i got carried away there).
So, in front of me is a hypothetical table. And I will hypothetically place my heart on the table. And I'll put a hypothetical sledge hammer beside the heart. So you can hypothetically decide to sledge hammer my heart and I'll be gone, or you can put it back, either as my best friend or slightly more than that.
It's the last chance I got.
ps: You can go hard, or you can go home.
I asked many opinions from a diverse walk of people, and they all have different answers to it. It kills me inside to not know what to do. I like to be in control of my life, to have a plan, and to stick to said plan. Now, there's no plan. It's me going commando, and I think the commies are killing the living daylights out of me.
I've known you very closely for 3 years, give or take. I know for a fact that you have this steel lock surrounding that soft and gooey heart of yours, and it will take a monumental effort to break that lock. I know for a fact you want the man to chase after you, and like in the movies, be that knight and shining armour. To hold and to love.
So I guess I'm trying to do that. But I guess, you don't like that anymore?
I am not the type of guy to ignore someone I care so much. Being the so-called "cool guy" and pretending that I don't care is seriously not my thing. I do believe love should not be a game. You don't play love. Love is sacred. Love is full. Love is looking like psycho-maniac stalker and hoping the girl won't call the cops. (ok, i got carried away there).
So, in front of me is a hypothetical table. And I will hypothetically place my heart on the table. And I'll put a hypothetical sledge hammer beside the heart. So you can hypothetically decide to sledge hammer my heart and I'll be gone, or you can put it back, either as my best friend or slightly more than that.
It's the last chance I got.
ps: You can go hard, or you can go home.
1 comment:
sabar jat.. insyaALlah dia akan faham kalau betul2 kita ikhlas..
smile dude for today is the youngest you will be for the rest of your life..
^^
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