I miss my best friend.
Through out my life, I had never invested in best friends. My group of friends were either acquaintances or close friends.
It's like I never tried to find one, because I know. Friends will eventually leave, and that void will be left. If you don't get attached, you don't get hurt. Simple as that.
Until I met you.
I often come across as someone cold and snobbish, from high school up till my foundations. It was some sort of a defense mechanism that I'd developed in SASER to combat the hypocrisy in the surroundings. I called it my shell. A place where only I can go.
It took a lot of time for her to break that barrier, but she surely did. She surely did my friends. It was comfortable speaking, talking and discussing. I valued those things very much. So far, no one could match the level of intellectual intimacy we had.
But now, I feel like a stranger to you, and it feels so rough.
Through out my life, I had never invested in best friends. My group of friends were either acquaintances or close friends.
It's like I never tried to find one, because I know. Friends will eventually leave, and that void will be left. If you don't get attached, you don't get hurt. Simple as that.
Until I met you.
I often come across as someone cold and snobbish, from high school up till my foundations. It was some sort of a defense mechanism that I'd developed in SASER to combat the hypocrisy in the surroundings. I called it my shell. A place where only I can go.
It took a lot of time for her to break that barrier, but she surely did. She surely did my friends. It was comfortable speaking, talking and discussing. I valued those things very much. So far, no one could match the level of intellectual intimacy we had.
But now, I feel like a stranger to you, and it feels so rough.
No comments:
Post a Comment