If I could, I would

I woke quite late today just to notice that I have tons and tons of assignments too complete before the end of the week and that I to have to study for 2 tests on Friday (notably Physics and e.Math).

As I was snoozing mildly in my uncomfortable bed, I was reminiscing about the good old times. The times where you’re not burdened by the fact that you didn’t have to wake up to assignments on a Sunday afternoon. The fact that even if you wake up late, you’re not guilty that you waste your precious time on sleeping.

Is it me, or is it that I’m afraid to grow up? I mean, when you were a kid you’d imagine growing up was the best thing life can offer. You can drive, drink booze, go clubbing and watch rated X movies. Okay I to feel that’s something I’d like but my point is you got a huge responsibility that comes with the clubbing and boozing.

I remember that when I was small, I would cycle around with my friends for hours around our neighborhood. Hanging around, just forgetting that the world actually spins. Lepaking with my cousins at my nenek’s house, playing at the big swing which my dad bought. Not even considering that it was dangerous. Well not until I fell down and split my head open thought. Yet again, those were the times that I’m missing and will trade all the success in life just to get 5 minutes of it back.

If I could, I would do it.

p/s: damn assignments and tests!!