lazy fat ass

I'll do anything to just stop my mind from thinking so vigrously so often. I mean, it's not that I don't like it, but I've been thinking about really stupid stuff really. Why can't I filter these thoughts and just focus on the means currently.

A not so hectic day yesterday, I mean my friends and I did have full lectures on Monday plus my physics lab/tutorial, but 2 of the classes were cancelled. I was surprised at the amount of rajin-ness I posses today, I manage to finish my chemistry assignment and do my literary analysis(although I stopped half way through because someone said they already found it on DC++ ; well at the end her laptop got virus so we still nees to make a new one).

cool pic eh

Going on to today's moral lesson. Focus.

Guess in the past year I've changed a lot. I have less pimples, I got whiter(maybe), my hair became less of a sabut kelapa and more like a real hair. Well, these changes are not quite that important, the important bit is the ability to focus in class that used to be my number 1 weapon to due well in exams.

I'll be frank, I'm a lazy fat ass boy that prefers to sleep or eat or both at the same time if I can instead of studying. I mean, at my old school I was either going to class or sleeping in my room. However, I managed to catch up solely due to focus. I didn't sleep in class nor did I intend to skip it. It kinda amazes me how the amount of focus a person can give actually determines the outcome.

So, yesterday I tried focusing in class(which usually I'd have an attention span for the first 15 minutes). Oh I was surprised. My brain could actually understand the null and notorius teachings of Dr Isa and the all talk-no-stop Dr John. Warning, after a long time I didn't practice focusing, my head went dizzy and I ended up being tired at 10!haha

Why the sudden focus? Since entering UTP I had fathom for change, and I knew I could change back to the old me anytime I wanted. My friends told me that I was abu-abu *screw you*. So for that day, I tried becoming the old me(the good part I mean) and I succeeded!haha...screw you guys.

So, I think I should change the today's moral lessons to "get off your lazy fat ass and change you fat bastard" or shouldn't I. naah..I'm to lazy to write the upper half of this post again.

Signing off: lazy fat ass