sorry readers

i think yesterday's post was a wee bit to over. i apologise for that.

please readers, don't take it seriously. im ok and feel good.

thanks though.

pens of a misunderstood joe

aarggghhhhhh

apa lagi korang nak????

nak aku mampus????

nak aku merana?????

nak aku melutut mintak maaf??????

apa lagii???

cakap jek...aku buat la!!!

sbb aku ni apa kannn..betul tak??ha!

pens of an pissed off joe!

mood

im not in the mood. not in the mood for anythin'

where was that spunk when I came couple weeks back?

has the momentum swifted to smooth sailing, or have I put 'ma feet of the pedal?

10 days yo

work it

pens of the averageness joe

ouch

y'know...sometimes i feel disgraced.

when sometimes you work so hard for something, yet you can't get it. ya just ain't good enough.

looking back. where did I go wrong?

Did I neglect some parts of myself. did I over-do some other parts?

or am I just average. The average joe.

I ain't complaining of averageness. 'cuz it still got 'em perks and privilages. yet, dontcha' ever think that being a bit better than average may work for you?

put it into this way, when ya get something nice for a change, ain't it feel good? just sayin' that maybe, just maybe, you'd feel that sense of acclompishment for a wee bit of your grown up life?

yeah, good I ain't down 3. but better if i get more eh?

just sayin'....

better luck next time round joe.

Surrounded

Imagine.

Imagine.

Imagine.

Imagine sitting on the couch, minding your own bussiness and suddenly..........

4 HUGE monsterous "things" slowly coming towards you!

Well, at first you'd think,

"naah..never mind, they'd won't bother me"

But then, they'll mutter out these grusomely gross sounds/words, that when you'll try your hardest best not to hear it but in the end, crumble to those loud sound decibels.

It doesn't stop there, the things they say actually stick at the back of your head and gives you nightmares!OMG! But who is it im referring to?

My pregnant sisters(3) and their friend(1)!!!!

Imagine them talking about breast feeding, the koyak of the tuttut and etc!!!! OMG its not for a man to hear once, but over and over again?thats just torture.

Though the thought of it is motherly etc, but please, respect the dude sitting there first!

haha

Nvm, got Sofea Nur to comfort me, if not, got another Nur in my mind. *winkwink*

something special

noticing this has been a long time. A long time indeed I have noticed. It's just now I have realized the importance of it.

I have observed for a long time that it is the human nature to not appreciate things that are in front of them. Especially their family. Wondering and wondering I wonder. Why is that? Is it not true that family isn't important? Are people ignorant enough to not see that family is family and nothing can replace it?

I went to Kedah the other day, specifically Sg Petani to wish someone special a happy early birthday. Initially, I went there to spend some quality time with her. However, I got something else. I got a feeling, a feeling that I haven't been able to receive nor feel in a sense of aww in a long time.

There they where, sparks of laughter and fits of love enveloped in the beautifully renovated

semi-D at laguna merbok. Though outsiders will just see it as a simple house, I saw it as comfort and stability. Going through those great gates, awaited I in the house was none other than Fadli, Ija and Mina that along with their stunning and always mesmerizing Kak long. Smiles and laughters accompanied me in the house.

Well, honestly at first. I was quite nervous, quite anxious too. Why wouldn't I be, I didn't know how to react to the moment and adding to the debacle, I was about to meet the carri

ers of these children and also the carrier of the carrier (haha) or in other words~nenek.

Well, going back to the important bit. The feeling. Having met them and spend some good 3 days with them. I felt accepted, and loved. The feeling where you wake up in the morning from a night of a torrid blizzard, and you feel warm and safe under that big wool blanket and you just wanna stay in bed, feeling safe and cozy. Having spent 3 days there, I didn't want to go back. I just wanted to stay there, and be apart of them. Just be there with them, and relish the moments of having somebody younger that looks up to you.

Though, it's not like I don't cherish my family. It's just being the youngest, you feel that sometimes they just take you for granted. Taking you for a kid that will never grow up into a man. While the family is getting older, the closeness will still be there but is scarce and will come out occasionally. I'm not complaining, but sometimes, a person needs to feel that unconditional love.

ps: miss you

peck peck

I have a friend.

A fat and gullable one.

Though, it's fun to be around him.

Talking and rambling.

Joking and poking.

Comparing sizes.

All fun all hilarious.

See you semester begins.

My fat and adorable friend.

PeckPeck!!